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emptyness...

2009-06-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

all i need now is a shoulder to lean on..

my off day!!

2009-05-17T22:26:00.004+08:00

Finally its the end of my offday.. but i enjoy each n every second that i spend wid u buddy!!!

"MuakSss"

Thx for spending ur weekend wid me.. i noe u're being busy lately n dun do well but u stil spend time wid me... i reli appriciate it!! u always made my day!! =)

This is our sinful lunch after consultation from doc at Bishan Junction 8 (Saturday).. wat the hell!! Go for doc stil eat pizza hut.. but i enjoyed it so damm much!! After lunch... we go shop shop shop.. buddy brought a pair of shoe n 3 shorts.. Ahahah.. Gal mah!! Shopping very normal de.. =) dun feel guilty yea buddy!! then we go back home by bus.. we talk alot... =) buddy!! i noe u will b fine de!! *HugSs*

(Sunday) We went swimming this morning... lots of ppl there.. n yet buddy out swim me.. =( i will train harder.. u wait!! Hehehe... then we lunch togeta... after tat i went home for a nap.. she went home for homework but end up breaking records on facebook's games.. Haiz... Buddy!! u muz jia you le oh!! No last Min yea..

After tat we meet up again.. wen to Jurong Point for dinner n buy some stuff.. i brought a pocket knife for work use.. a thick notebook for receipe... n a pair of hook for my new locker..

But buddy but much more things than i do.. Heheh.. u reli a shopper ah buddy...

then we jo for a muvee.. "X-Men Origins: Wolverine" this is the second time i watch this muvee but i stil enjoyed it so damm much.. TingXx like it too.. =)

i think tats all for my offday.. all credits to TingXx: my precious Buddy!!
Luv u many many n always!! =)

迷路

2009-05-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

我。。。迷路了。。。

牵着我的手。。。好吗？

OFFDAY

2009-05-05T19:44:00.003+08:00

today n tomolo will b my offday!! =) been in a low mood lately so tis noon.. i went to JB alone.. Mmm.. have my lunch there.. then watch X-Men Origin.. Wheeeee... Nice Muvee... 4.5/5 stars!! then shop shop shop.. Hehe.. my mood is gettin better... then when i m about to leave.. i saw my old pal from Mac.. then we go for "dinner".. Ahahah.. its onli 4.30pm sia.. after tat i m back here to S'pore.. the checkpoint is like... Haiz.. bcuz of H1N1 bah!! lucky not jammed.. or else dunno wat time reach home ah!! Mmm.. i brought buddy a Cap.. as she ask for.. hope she will like it.. =)

Buddy.. i reli wish tat someday we can go JB togeta.. sure u gonna shop till drop de.. hehe..

Tomolo will b a better day.. i noe.. cuz Buddy is strong n so do i.. =)

跌倒了，虽然痛。但。。如果不懂的爬起来的话。。就只能停在那里！谢谢妳，在我需要妳时，妳就在我身边紧握着我的手。看到比我坚强的妳，我也不想输给妳，所以我会加倍努力的往前跑！现在也只能把挫折变成我的推动力！=）谢谢妳！

Tired

2009-05-05T19:39:00.001+08:00

虽然刚放了假但。。最近我好像失去了方向似的。。不知道自己在做些什么！

好失落！没斗志！

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2009-04-27T17:37:00.004+08:00

Finally... after 1 long week of vacation... i m back here to S'pore..

i went to Sabah n Philippines tis time!!

19.04.2009 SUNDAY

My flight take off frm JB.. heading to Sabah n it a 3hrs flight.. Haiz.. kindda tired n i reach Sabah airport round 9pm!! Hungry as well.. then my fren pick me up then we go for dinner... all the way... eat eat eat till late nite.. then back to hotel for rest!!

20.04.2009 MONDAY

early in the morning.. we had our breakfast at the hotel.. the food reli sucks!! Pui!! cant even finish my food.. n its onli less than quater of portion tat i usually eat... then we head out to the island by speed boat!!! WHEEEE... Shiok man!! sea wave.. air breeze.. WooHooo!! i m ALIVE again!! when we reach the jetty... its like OMG.. lots of pretty babes, wid bikini... better dun measure my blood presure!! Hehe... but i do like the enviroment... a peaceful n relax place to b.. after few hours later.. we head to another island.. then we go snoorkeling there... where u can see the fish surrounding u when u try to feed them.. NICE!!! then during our journey back.. there is onli 8 person in total inside the speed boat so its FULL SPEED AHEAD!!!! Wah!!! super damm nice!! fast till cant reli open my eyes... hehe...

Then we go back to hotel for a rest b4 dinner... then i realise i got sunburn!! TMD!! pain sia.. no lotion o wat sia.. then we continue go eat eat eat... till 2.30am... Wakakaka.... overloaded!!! Hehe...

21.04.2009 TUESDAY

Its time to say Gud Bye to Sabah.. n Yung as well.. after Lunch.. we're goin to Philippines!!!

2.30 hrs flight!! then when we reach there(Clark)..then we took a 2hrs bus ride to Maniola.. then we go for Dinner at the mall there... Wa Lau... every entrance to the mall still need a security check!! the Dinner is ok ok.. but its kindda cheap.. 240peso(S$8.00) n i m over bloated!!! then we cab to our hotel.. its kindda cheap too.. 45 min include traffic jammed n its onli cost us 150peso.. but at the same time.. i realise i l ost my S'pore sim card!! OMG!! damm fuk up!! then when we reach our room.. its like... =( so freaking small sia... but bo pien la... price = quality.. no command...

22.04.2009 WEDNESDAY

we wake up round 9.30am.. brought a LRT card.. 100peso.. then start explore!! Then traffic there is fuking jammed!! start frm the morning till late nite!! non-stop man!! Haiz.. n somemo the air there is so damm polluted!! so we go shop shop shop.. We're not so used to their food... from the taste till the portion... they dun eat much.. compare to our meal.. its onli half of the portion so when we go order something to eat.. others will like... err... this is gud for 5-6 person.. LolZz... but we stil finish everything.. until the plate shine!!! Wakakaka... we walk alot too.. n my leg is breaking as i m carrying a bag around wid me.. after 1 long whole day of walking n shopping.. we're back to hotel again!! we brought sme supper from 7 11.. n guess wat!! the beer is damm freaking cheap!! esp their local brand.. 25-30peso per bottle... its onli S$1.00.. OMG!! but we din get drunk la.. =) N its a gud news for those drinker n smoker out there... the cig is like... Dunhill 20's onli at 66peso (S$2.20) WHEEEEE.. its heaven for u guys!!!

23.04.2009 THURSDAY

We took a bus.. to another small town at Philippines.. Tagathay(Ta Ga TAI).. its used to be a volcanic area.. its so damm nice there.. but we din go any boat ride cuz too expensive le.. then we had our lunch there.. then we head back.. continue to shop at Mall Of Asia!! one of the largest mall in Philippines!! This time i m smart.. no bag!!! Wakakaka... we go kia kia onli.. din buy anything cuz almost same wid M'sia n S'pore bah.. even from the price.. then we go KFC for dinner.. Guess wat... they serve rice at KFC!! Hahaha.. almost everywhere they serve rice!!! n their Cinema reli sucks!! PUi!!! dun go there watch muvee.. not nice de.. but they din sensored anything la.. =)

24.04.2009 FRIDAY

We're running out of place to go... went to the fort n post office.. weird!! hehe... then have a break at hotel... after dinner.. went to Starbucks!! its kindda cheap compare to S'pore n M'sia de.. 1 cinamon swrill onli cost me 55peso.. after the drink.. i go for massage but my fren din wanna join me.. they say they wanna go online.. but its next door onli.. so i go alone lor... 600peso for a full body massage n foot reflexlogy.. Oi Oi... dun anyhow think k.. No special service de.. =) after tat we go back to hotel n pack up other things as we gonna leave Manilla early in the morning..

25.04.2009 SATURDAY

Its time to go home.. Vacation comes to an end le.. =( we wake up at 5am.. took a cab to bus station... b4 we had the ride.. the taxi uncle say use meter.. then we on cab le.. he say 250peso.. when i heard tat.. i almost ask him to stop right away.. but Gary say say say then offer him 150peso.. stil a reasonable price la.. when we reach there.. the meter is onli 122peso.. took a bus to Clark airport.. 22hrs ride.. sleep inside the bus.. the airport is like... like SHIT sia.. ntg there de... Haiz.. my flight is on 3.35pm ah.. reach there round 8.30am... 7 hrs to go!! bo pien lor.. frenz flight on 1145 mah!! then got 1 early flight at 10am.. so i go ask see can change o not.. then she say can but need a rebooking.. i ask her to check the price.. 1200peso.. Damm It!! its juz like buy another ticket lor... so i give up n wait lor... then the small small pizza hut open le.. i had my lunch there... the pizza is sent to the shop by Riders de.. but cheap la.. 2 pieces of pizza onli 52peso... then wait till my time to check in... When i reach S'pore.. its oledi 7.30pm le.. reach home round 8.30pm!! Its a tiring day for me...

Tats all about my vacation..
3.5/5 stars for Sabah trip..
3/5 stars for Philippines trip..

Will upload some pic ASAP yea...

continue

2009-04-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

continue...

I neva play my role well n yet still always upset u.. Haiz... i juz dun fit to b ur buddy... last month(March), i m juz totally stress out.. cant even cope up wid it!! thx buddy... if u was'nt there for me.. there wun b me standing here now... remember wat i msg u tat nite... u noe mah.. i juz wish tat everything can b end by next second... i reli wish tat i can juz jump from where i live.. end everything up... its juz tat blur... i cant see my future.. i dunno wat awaits me next.. there is juz no tomolo for me... i m terrify.. i lost my own confidence.. i get hold of nothing... i juz cant find any reason for me to continue to live for another second... but u r there... always there for me.. HugSs.. plz.. please dun leave me alone ya... i m juz so scared!!!

U neva gave up on me... stand by me when i need u... always spare some time out juz to accompany me even u had a very pack schedule... intro me new frenz so i can have a larger circle of frenz.. putting in each n every effort juz wan me to b happy... how can i neva see tat.. i m such a failure...

this Monday u wnet to China for a week... i juz miss u so much.. today is my offday.. n i juz dunno wat to do.. Haiz.. i m juz so selfish!! u also need to spend time wid ur 嬤嬤 de ah... when its time to go home from work... i m like... sms to buddy mah?? is she alrite there?? at there very cold ah.. does she get warm enough?? did she rest wel?? Haiz... all these question juz pop into my mind!! Morning when i wake up... i m like... eh.. buddy is not around... haiz... who should i mag ler... BUDDY I MISS U!!

buddy..

2009-03-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

I felt so soli for wat i had post on my blog before tis post... I've hurt u wid words n yet u r there for me... I'm juz so ashamed.. i made u cry for 1 whole nite.. n yet u neva blame me for anything..

Buddy.. u let me see clearly who u reli are!! thx for accompany me go through the darkness of my life.. thx for being there wheneva i need u.. wat happen last nite.. will last 4eva in my heart.. HugSs.. i cant afford to loose a Buddy like U!! U r always there for me n yet i cant sence ur present.. forgive my stupidity.. childishness.. n selffishness!! I m the one to b blame.. no others but me myself for being so down.. dun b sad ok.. i promise.. promise u tat i will take gud care of myself so i can take care of u too ok?

(to be continue...)

GrandMa... Get well soon ya...

2009-03-19T20:53:00.003+08:00

Juz now when i was half way online.. suddenly my kazen came in n tell me tat my GrandMa had juz discharge from the hospital... N my 1st respond is "SHE'S WAT??" then i quickly call my mum, asking her y she din tell me when my GrandMa is Hospitalise... i was angry yet sad... then my mum says she is ok.. so after i hung up.. i call my GrandMa straight away... when i heard my GrandMa voice then i felt relive but.. her voice sound blur n she kept telling me tat her hearing is getting blur... GrandMa!! u muz stay strong k... u were always b in my prayers n i promise i will go back ASAP.. i promise!! I miss u GrandMa.. dun leave me alone to face tis world k.. HugSs..

*my tears start to flow down from my cheek*

Today

2009-03-19T16:21:00.002+08:00

Lots of things happen lately... ups n downs...

When i saw my buddy TingXx stress up.. i m so fade up wid myself.. there is juz nothing i can do.... Haiz.. buddy... remember the e-card u send me?? u say that after the rainy days there will b a rainbow there waitin for u n the rainbow is coming soon.. u told me how to belive in it.. u muz also belive in it k... stay strong ya... Is this all i can do?? juz to help u in words wid no action... i doubt my own ability... how if tomolo neva comes?? how if the rain dun stop?? o how if i cant last till the rain stop??

Life is fragile... treasure each n every moment when u can.. i m trying hard to do so cuz i reli dunno how is my tomolo.... Eunice!! mayb i dunno who u r.. but i wish u very best on the other side... life on earth is over.. live happily there ya!! i wish all my frenz, family n buddy happy always... i wan to let my life to have no regrets... i will try my very best... put in all my effort... to make tomolo n this world a better day to live at..

fav song

2009-03-17T02:03:00.001+08:00

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Happy Birthday to Qiao Ting

2009-03-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday, who would have thought?
Or should i say, guess what i brought!!
Now is the time for the celebrtion to start,
Grace and blessing to you from the bottom of my heart.

Qiao Ting is turning into 20 today,
I am glad that you were born this day.
A buddy that i will cherish forever,
On this very day that i will always remember.

Today is the perfect time to tell you,
I will always be with you.
No matter what happen between each other,
Going through all the happy and sad moments together.

~Happy Birthday TingXx!!~ i hope u enjoy all the moments when we spend time togeta... life reli great for me to know a Buddy like u!! i wrote this poem on my own... see anything special there? i do hope u like it.. i cant buy u expensive present, i hope u dun mind. i wish u had a great nite during the BBQ. there are lots of happy moments in the future that yet to come... we will go through it togeta ok?? promise me that u will always take gud care of urself ya!!

HugSs n LoveSs from Alan!!

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2009-03-12T23:58:00.001+08:00

Yea... Finally i've my holiday starting from today!! Wakakakaka... which means i m having off for a week!! A week sia!! actually.. 8days in total!!! WooHoo!! =)

Yea!! my buddy TingXx de birthday is coming soon!! n will have an early celebration on tis coming Sunday!!! Huh Huh.. cant wait sia... its BBQ!!!!

Today.. i promise my buddy tat i will accompany her to buy her daddy b'day present n do some calculation on the bbq stuff.. but in the end... we onli manage to calculate the some of the food cost at Secret Recipe!! Ahaha.. n end up eating there n the thingy is not totally complete yet... Then we head out for a muvee at West Mall.. n yeah i do agree wid u Buddy tat its a waste of money watching the stupid DragonBall Evolution!! My fault... next time go watch a better muvee ya... n at the same time.. we manage to get a b'day cake for tis Sunday... Actually i plan to buy her ice-cream cake from Mr Anderson's but the price is killing me.. sowee buddy... so we end up buying a cake from Bengawan Solo....

Soli ah Buddy for not posting lately... Mmm... u must take care ya... see u so stress i also woli sia... Mmm.. u choose 1 day free betweem Monday to Wednesday.. we go for relax k... Mayb Batam.. o M'sia o even cycling at ECP... as long can relax k... i will wait for ur Gud News ya!! =)

I Said A Prayer For U Today!!

2009-03-12T23:21:00.005+08:00

I Said A Prayer For U Today

I said a prayer for u today & noe tat God must have heard.

I felt the answer in my heart although Thy spoke no word.

I din ask for wealth o fame as i noe u wun mind.

I asked Thy to send treasurers of a far more lasting kind.

I asked that He'd b near to u at the start of each new day.

To grant u health, blessings & frenz to share ur way.

I asked for happiness for u in all things great n small.

But it was for His loving care I prayed the most of all.

2009-03-10T03:36:00.002+08:00

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hack completed!

ttiinggx was here (:

Luaghters!! =)

2009-02-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

its being a long time since i made my last post le... lots of things happen.. happy moments... sad times... but wat eva happened is already a past.. its time to put down.. n move foward!! =)

Last week i accompany my Buddy to library... during our way home.. i suddenly feel low.. dunno y for no reason.. mayb its juz too tired bah!! BUT.. thx buddy.. u keep on trying to make me smile o laugh... by telling wat the pig tat pass the sensor n get slaughted everything!! reli... at tat moment.. i saw how much u care bout me... i promise u tat the next time everytime u saw me, there will b a happy me k!! =) so do u oh!!

sometimes works reli sucks... feel like giving up.. totally fade up.. but i noe as thats something tat i muz go through n i will do my best... let those sad moments b my teacher... make no same mistake!!! i will give my best stike at the best moment!! =)

Today lots of my hauzmate havin their off day!! i heard lots of laughters around!! mayb this is life.. tat full of laughters!!! i will kept all the happy moments.. wif u.. wif buddy.. wid frenz... in my heart.. foreva.. i promise!! =)

好吗？

2009-01-29T10:25:00.001+08:00

想了好久，好久，但还是不知道从那儿开始说。

昨天，在回家的路途中，我又被她点中了我的穴道。当时的我心里真的很难受。那扎心的感觉又回来了。我知道她不是有心要这么做，也只是想让我能克服这一关！但，没有用的。。应为我已经尽了力。

我。。尝试了许多方法，我告诉我自己她以不在了，不要再等了，是时候放下了。我做不到。。我也曾经用学业以工作来麻醉我自己，但还是忘不了你！我还以为睡过了一觉，就能把一切给忘了。但。。我又错了。。。一切的方法我都用尽了，如今也只剩下最后两条路了。一，让时间来淡化这一切。二，让死亡来夺去这一刻。

每当我来到丧胆，绝望时，我真的很希望你还在我身边，拖着我的手，陪我度过这一却。还有什么方法能让我回到你的身边吗？一天，不！！就算一小时都好，只要能回到你的身边，就算要我陪上一切，要我这条命，我都愿意。我。。。只想在看见你。。。

你知道吗？自从你离开以后，一切都夸了。。我失去了我的斗志，失去了方向，最重要的是我也失去了我精神的资助！

顿时间，我好害怕。告诉我这只是一场梦而已。我不想再梦下去了。把我给叫醒好吗？叫醒我，在我身旁，握着我的手。告诉我。。 “这只是一场恶梦罢了。都过去了，应为你已经回到我身边了。” 好吗？

Finally

2009-01-02T19:56:00.004+08:00

Finally the busy December is over... Its freakin busy.. wake up, eat, work, sleep.. continuesly for a Month!! A MONTH!! wat the hell.. luckilly i m stil alive but half dead as well.. Haiz..

Lots of things happen in 2008..

I get to noe Buddy TingXx here (Singapore) on 14 Feb 2008!! Wat a special date!! i reli appriciate our frenship!! Thx for bringin me to all those place wid nice food!! =) So so Nice.. Thx for being there wheneva i need u.. Thx for sharing ur happiness wid me.. Thx for listening to my nagging.. Thx for accompany me during my off day.. thx for the christmas present as well!! =) n lastly THX for everything!! HugSs.. Muz take care ya so our frenship will last 4eva oh!! =)

I change my job to chef on 04 April 2008. I like my job now.. at least i m doin something i like to do.. Its a tired Job.. Hard job indeed!! Long working hours.. low pay.. have to meet customer standard!! hands full of cuts.. for those who considering bout this job.. think carefully please.. unless u reli like it n have the passion for food then u go for it other wise dun plz.. reli.. =)

i m movin into a new living place this year too!! movin into a smaller hauz.. will lots of corner tat gimme lots of headache cuz there r lots of funiture!! but the feng shui is kindda nice.. got mount behing n the air here is very fresh as well.. but its takes me 15 min walk to mrt station!! Haiz..

I din celebrate Christmas this year (2008) as i was busy working.. Haiz.. wat a hectic year for me as there's too much thing happen around me!! but i did go for countdown this year.. after tat go to clark quay to have some drink.. its reli fun but thenext day stil need to work... Haiz..

Today is another boring offday as well.. juz have my hair cut then stay at home for the rest of my day le.. Yawnss.. tomolo will have to continue working le.. Happy New Year to everyone =) All the best in this coming year!!

Jia You Jia You!! =)

我的视觉以开始模糊了，泪水不停的流。也许明天再继续吧。

2008-12-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

今早，我依旧不变的搭地铁上班。路程好遥远，不够睡眠的我也打瞌睡了。幸好没搭过站，要不然一定迟到的！上班时，我的头传来了一阵阵的痛。痛得还是太阳穴。已经好久没有这样的头痛了。难道又回来了吗？

下班时，我再查时间表。好开心噢！！应为时间表换了，明天就是我的休息日！！原本想约她吃餐饭的但她太忙了。回家的路程相当遥远。我坐在巴士上，一个人，不经让我想起那过去的回忆。好的、坏的、开心的、悲伤的，一一的浮现在我脑海里。我的眼角开始暂上了眼泪，但我一直在抹掉。为何一定要让我想起你？

我的视觉以开始模糊了，泪水不停的流。也许明天再继续吧。

boring day

2008-12-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

i think today n tomolo will b my last offday for this year!! today kindda boring.. wake up le... go JB alone to pay car loan... send my bro some $$.. buy some christmas present.. watching muvee (叶问)alone... but its kindda nice!! then have lunch alone as well...

JB new checkpoiont sucks!! Pui.. build until so nice also no use cuz after u check in n check out.. u need to make a long journey till u reach the exits!!! This reli sux!! but the good thing is... there r air-con everywhere... tats it... nothing else is good!! ><

Juz now i went to fair price to shop for my daily goods... its cost me $70++ sia!!! wat the... today i spent more than $400 all togeta including the expences at JB n so the car loan... Haiz... i need to cut down my expences le.. This is not the way to spend all those hard earning money!! ><

Dunno how tomolo will b ler?? But definetly next week will b my busssiiiesttt week for year 2008 cuz CHRISTMAS is here!!! yea yea but... haiz haiz... >< dun think will celebrate christmas this year neither new year!! life reli dragging my soul away!! Cant wait for next year vacation... gotta start to save money so i can have a nice vacation!!! Huh Huh... can't wait!! =)

my offday is over

2008-12-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

i had my off day for the pass 2 days.. finally its over but the gud thing is i had some Gud rest!! =)
Today went for dinner wid buddy... Tom's Kitchen if not mistaken... its on the hawker center but the Chicken wing is special!!! Super nice!!! hehehe =) after tat we went for a movie.. bolt.. kinnda nice but i forget to bring my jacket along then buddy says i can have her.. but in the end, she din even let me had a touch on the jacket sia... super freezing ler..

i bought my "Sis" a christmas present!! its a pair of ring.. wid ours name engraving on each 1.. hehe =) like it so so much.. hope u will like it as well oh!! =)

thinkin tat tomolo had to start working makes me feel sick le... so SienZ.. Haiz.. btw.. i got my year end bonus today.. not tat much but have to save it for the coming vacation ler.. Haiz.. Haiz...

busy week

2008-12-04T17:51:00.005+08:00

Wow!! its being 1 week plus since my last post.. as i mention before.. this coming few weeks will b a freakin busy week for me. i send my buddy some breakfast durin these 2 morning.. yesterday still go west coast plaza n have dinner there.. its my 1st visit to korean BBQ chix.. hehe... the food NICE!!! they fried the chix usin onli extra virgin olive oil (extra virgin olive oil - havin less than 0.01% of acidity) which means its good for health!!!

This Buddy ar... always bring me to some new place wid such a good food!!! i'm gaining weight sia.. but its stil NICE!!! Superb!! 2 thumbs up!!! =)

These are some place tat i had my 1st visted wid my buddy!! =)

Sakura - a japanese buffet restaurant. Price very reasonable but food variety is kindda limited.
Seoul Garden - We went there to celebrate my 21st b'day!!! Thx buddy!!! i reli reli like it veli veli much!! =) its a buffet restaurant too... wid sizzling pan around a pot of soup!!
Ma La Huo Guo - Buffet as welll!!! Wakkaka... all buffet!! the soup is super super spicy!! i sweat alot... chok a few times... but i still enjoy the whole thing... hehe =)
Swensen's - Wow!! This is nice... price slightly a little bit higer but the food is kindda nice n the desert is very very temptating!! A muz try!! especially the ice-cream!! its home made!! Wohoo!! wun forget the taste for the rest of my life!! =)
Korean BBQ Chicken - its a ala-carte menu restaurant. Pricing is very average!! but we had our food servew wuite late as the waiter n waitress is overcome by the crowd!! Need impovement but the food is nice n unique!! Fried Ginseng Chix!! heard before?? =)

Thank You Buddy!!! MuaksSs... muz continue bring me to those wonderful place ya!! haha... btw, will meet u up soon... go KFC for "buddy" meal ya!!! hehe =)

2008-11-25T08:33:00.001+08:00

1 week had pass n finally i had my offday again.. it seems to b pretty fast... juz a blink n things will pass by within seconds.. i will have some gud rest today.. relax myself.. mayb goin for a movie.. quite long din go watch muvee le =( but this time mayb i will juz go alone.. later will go for basketball as well.. now the court is kindda wet.. after this offday.. i will start to have a busy working life le... real busy when i mean it.. coming up wid thanks giving on this Thursday.. follow up by mini functions n events.. till Christmas n New year.. Non-stop!! huh huh!! so which means tat i will b sleeping for the whole damm day when i m havng my offday for this few coming weeks.. Haiz...

Today i send my buddy breakfast.. she have tummyache. i wish u r fine now buddy!! muz take care ya!! >< after this muz rest well ok..

tats all for today bah.. will update as soon as i can..

2008-11-12T12:30:00.002+08:00

hey yo buddy! your account have been hacked, by me, the QUEEN! haha (:

who say i will be angry? i won't be la. it's your freedom to choose your friends. (: as long as you think it's right, nobody can change your mind. and i think you're old enough to think also, so there's really no point for me to say yes or no. haha. partially also because i know i don't have to be worried for whom you're being with now.

hope you'll enjoy your day out cause you haven't been enjoying, all the time you're working and working. so yupps, hope you do have enough funs with your friends!

anyway, wants to thank you for your breakfastS. it's really very nice to have a buddy like you.

i appreciate it alrights!

..

2008-11-11T09:46:00.002+08:00

Wat a day i had last nite!! Monday use to b a quiet day for our outlet but not for last nite.. its fully occupied!! about 80 covers!!! n there only a few of us working... but we manage to get all things done!! Gud Job Guys!! I salute to u All!! i noe although all of us were exhausted.. but i can see that we're glad cuz we reli did a great job!! =) n i start to feel back the enjoyment that i had before for cooking.. the passion for food!! =) i wanna a a big thank you for u all!!

Today i wake up quite early.. send my Buddy TingXx "breakfast".. hehe.. later gotta meet up wid 1 of my fren... he juz came back to s'pore after 6 months.. looking for a new job now!! Tonite buddy will go Chnagi Airport to fetch her sweetheart!! he is coming back from Aus!! I wish u guys all the best all.. have fun ya!!! =) btw.. dun forget to have enough rest ya!! Oh ya.. there r 6 cards adi... excluding the 1 that u mention which u havent gimme de... another half more to go!! Yea yea.. will have KFC soon!! wakakakak!!

Today n tomolo will b my off day.. soli ar TingXx for not telling u that tomolo is my off day as well.. cuz i will meet Christina tomolo... we will go to vivo o bugis... not dating but some talk.. i noe u will dislike it so i dunno how to explain it to u.. onli can put it into words to let u noe.. plz forgive me for doin so ya!!

i think i will go back to basketball court again.. although i dunno how my leg will do.. izzit fully recover?? will i get hurt again?? will this end?? i dunno.. mayb till i break my leg then i will stop goin for basketball.. other wise... i cant find any reason for me to stop goin for that sport!! ><

Actually... i dun feel well lately.. i get emo easily.. i guess my temper is coming back.. the temper which will blind fold the eyes of of heart.. the temper which burn underneath the skin.. the temper which cannot be extinguished.. as the evil from deep down inside my heart is awake.. plz forgive me.. for wat i've done... N yet to b DONE!!

Get well soon!!

2008-11-05T00:31:00.004+08:00

its being some times since i last update my blog.. being bz lately.. thanks giving coming.. continue by Christmas n New Year!! WAH!! Super damm busy ar.. ><

Buddy TingXx.. u muz get well soon ok!! i very very worried la.. N i felt so Guilty sia.. everytime u very busy le still accompany me for dinner n somemo stil wanna share the bill wid me.. >< i felt bad sia.. next time only I can foot the bill alrite!! =) u muz save ur money for school stuff ya!! N most important of all.. Get Well Soon!! muz always take gud care of urself ok.. remember to take ur medcine daily.. i noe i m naggy.. thats me cuz i care bout u.. u wun blame me for being this naggy de hor!!

Emptyness..

2008-10-28T08:39:00.003+08:00

my head spinning around.. my eyes are wet.. my heart is empty.. i tot i gonna luv my job.. indeed i do but y muz this kindda person appear at my job place.. i m sick of it.. i built things up wid my own hands.. blew it up by myself as well.. lost.. totally lost.. i miss those no woli days.. those days wif frenz around.. where i dun have to woli bout anything.. will those days come again?? i've got no idea.. cuz i reli dunno how long can i live..

i will start to plan.. leaving this place in a few yrs..o mayb as soon as i can.. dunno where is my next destination.. hope it will come out in my mind soon... yea.. mayb i m trying to run away from facts.. besides that i dunno wat to do.. i dun have those strengh to face all this f**rking problem anymo.. i surrender!! i m out of it...

Heart is juz like a piece of paper.. once its thorn into pieces.. no matter how hard u try.. wat u use to mend it back... it will neva n eva b the same again.. u will see those scar there forever..

...

2008-10-25T12:33:00.003+08:00

I start to felt some pain when i rub my left eye starting from yesterday.. i tot that its not a big deal cuz mayb its juz too dry o wat.. but this morning when i wake up, i felt my left eyes is kindda heavy!! i look into the mirror n i nearly fainted!! My left eye is swollen!! Wat the.. left eye small right eye Big!! Wa Lau.. after havin my bath straight away i head to the clinic for medical checkup!! the doc told me its Chalazion.. its like some kindda pimple that grow underneath the eye lid.. after that i got some med n 1 day MC!! Wakkakakaka... happy happy.. but the bad thing is i will have to loose $50 cuz the company will compromise those who din late o havin any MC within 1 month with $50.. Btw.. i will use my MC wisely since the eye infection is not a big deal to me!! but Sienz ler... the article says that it will heal within months!!! Siaw ar!! how am i suppose to face the world with my eyes like this!! Haiz... ><

After i reach home.. i receive a phone call from TingXx.. veli de happy when i noe that everything is ok le!! wat pass is past.. wun mention it anymo k!! Buddy u muz take care ok!! i brought u the thumb drive le.. =)

will my eye get better soon? o it will get worse? n rule out as a tumor? dunno.. no idea.. juz let it be.. =)

Chalazion

2008-10-25T12:28:00.001+08:00

Chalazion (Eye Infection)

A chalazion is a small bump in the eyelid caused by a blockage of a tiny oil gland.A chalazion develops within the glands that produce the fluid that lubricate the eye. These are called Meibomian glands. The eyelid has approximately 100 of these glands, which are located near the eyelashes.
A chalazion is caused by blockage of the duct that drains one of these glands. A chalazion begins as swelling and tenderness, and later forms a cyst-like growth. Many chalazia disappear without treatment after a few months.

The primary treatment is application of warm compresses for 10-15 minutes at least 4 times a day. This may soften the hardened oils blocking the duct and promote drainage and healing. If the chalazion continues to get bigger, it may need to be surgically removed. This is usually done from underneath the eyelid to avoid a scar on the skin.
Antibiotic eye drops are usually used several days before and after removal of the cyst, but are otherwise of little value in treating a chalazion.
A chalazion that keeps coming back should be biopsied to rule out tumor.

Ma La Huo Gou!!

2008-10-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

Finnaly i had a chance to try the "Ma La Huo Guo" (The Super Spicy Steamboat!!) Yesterday (Tuesday) is my offday n we (me n my buddy-TingXx) went to Bugis for Ma La Huo Guo.. as u noe i dun reli like to take spicy food.. it will makes my head feel itchy.. sweat alot.. tears.. n somemo its a "DA La" (extreme spicy!!) hu hu!! my head is spining.. when i 1st put the food into my mouth.. its kindda ok but after that.. i slowly feel the numb.. my throat start to burn!! Wakakaka.. so nice its.. undescribedable.. but i stil kindda like it.. n we reli had a gud time din we? =) After the spicy steamboat.. we went for dessert n its juz opposite the steamboat shop.. so So SO nice!! wakaka.. its super refreshing.. we had a strawberry aloe vera with lime n honey ice and 1 longan sheng cao wid ice cream!! the taste is so unique!! like it veli veli much!! Muahahaha.. veli veli statify!! we should go there mo often ya!! Super damm happy sia!! heheh.. n of cuz .. i should say a big "THANK YOU" to TingXx for accompany me!! Thank You Buddy!! (HugSs) but u need to rush a homework after this.. felt so bad!! >< Mmm.. next time when we go out i treat to repay u k!! =)

Today is kindda tired.. onli can go off after 11pm.. Haiz..

Will update my blog as soon as i can ya!!

2008-10-20T01:23:00.002+08:00

Can I Borrow $25?

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money? After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked. 'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy. 'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father. 'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled. 'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied. 'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.' The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.
If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Blank..

2008-10-18T10:29:00.004+08:00

i've been sleeping for nearly 12 hrs.. my mind is totally blank now.. am i doin the rite thing? on the rite way? Honestly i dunno.. btw.. my mind is kindda peaceful.. u can hear the sound of the water running down the stream when u close ur eyes.. everything seems to stop at that very second.. i miss those stars that shine bright high above the dark sky.. miss the sound of sea wave that can bring all the worries n sadness away.. wish that i will b able to go to that peaceful place again.. to go to that peaceful place again...

Suspect Migraine

2008-10-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

Suddenlly.. i feel my head like brusting into million of pieces.. its back again >< I suspect i havin Migraine..

The main function of cerebrospinal fluid is to protect the brain from several negligible bounces in your day-to-day life.

However, a sudden hard blow or a hasty resistance may not give cerebrospinal fluid the opportunity to absorb the blow. The strike on the head may have a long lasting effect with an internal damage and concussion migraine headache.

This type of headaches can have devastating effects making you lose your attention and consciousness for a period. Your nerves may get damaged and the consequence you experience is a prolonged unbearable migraine headache. It is only rest, which acts as a cure to the condition.

Migraine concussion headaches are common in athletes. The concussion occurs first due to a sudden injury and then leads to several headache types like tension headache, migraine or cluster headache.

However, it is still a mystery that how a concussion results in prolonged migraine attack. The concussion literally plays the role of a trigger providing indulgence to migraine headaches.

This migraine variety comes with several physical symptoms like dizziness, blurred vision and headache.

In case of concussion migraine headaches, you can attempt to come out of the situation by trying some of the over-the-counter medications like ibuprofen (Advil, Motrin, others), naproxen sodium (Aleve) or aspirin along with several self-care procedures.

However, if these do not relieve pain then consult a physician as soon as possible.

Remember that over-the-counter drugs are not meant for children below sixteen years, for consumption of such medicines can make the little ones suffer from Reye's syndrome – a potentially lethal disease.

The signs and indications of this type of headaches are in most cases restrained. However, once the symptoms occur they may last days, weeks or even longer.

Your aptitude, your psychological efficacy and your physical talents are all connected to particular areas of your brain. The degree of concussion migraine headaches largely depends on the severity of the head injury.

Short-term symptoms of migraine concussion headaches

Sleepiness
Loss of consciousness
Garbled speech
Bewilderment
Pain in the head
Vomiting and nausea
Forgetfulness
Seizures and spasms
Unusual movements of the eye
Unequal pupil size
Tinnitus

Long-term symptoms of concussion migraine headaches

Tetchiness or bad temper
Depressive disorders
Insomnia
Exhaustion
Lack of concentration
An increased sensitivity to light, sound and distractions
A sudden loss of taste and smell
Problem in limb co-ordination and walking

My Worse Day at work..

2008-10-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

This morning I went to work as usual.. when i 1st reach work.. i saw some dripping on the freezer door.. the worst nitemare came into my mind.. The Freezer door did not shut properly!! and its true.. so all the ice cream n sorbet end up in the rubbish bin!! n i have to remake all the sorbet.. today izzint a bz day for every1 but not for me cuz i need to complete all the sorbet ASAP!! its tiring.. i din even rest well during my rest time.. after that.. its dinner.. and we have a Set Dinner for 12 pax.. i remember i check the Creme Brulee the day before and its ok but when its time to serve.. i realise that there r some Mould on it adi.. Arghh.. how can this happen at this time!! Somemo the ice cream is not hard enough to serve as well.. Arghh.. everythin being screw up!! I m out of my mind.. reli tired.. n Sad!! =(

I m blank now.. tears start dripping down from my cheek.. i reli wish that some1 is there for me.. i dunno where to go.. eye sight is gettin blur.. i did msg her but she din reply.. how will tomolo b?? i dunno n i dun even dare to think bout it.. I m lost..

WAKE UP ALAN!!

2008-10-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

Wake up Alan!! Stop dreaming.. this is not a fairy tale world!! miracles wun happen in ur life de!! U r not urself since u came to S'pore!! Wat Happen!? Think about it.. Wat have u done ever since u came to S'pore?? Nothing.. Rite!? Nothing but a piece of SHIT!! Stop pretend to b how nice u r.. how gud u r!! Fake!! FAKE i mean!! *SLAP* i reli wish that this slap will wake u up.. b urself again.. u gain nothing when u try to change.. instead u will onli loose more.. U R WHO U R!! Remember.. nothing but U urself!!

my life at club..

2008-10-02T23:47:00.009+08:00

Mmm.. juz wanna share wat i m being up to these few months on my job.. here are some Pic.. its our club latest "Seafood Promotion" for this month - October!! ><

Dungeness Crab Meat with Avocado and Tomato Tartare

~serve with Garlic Crouton and mix green~
(Appetizer)

Fresh Scallop with Green Tomato Soup

~the scallop is totally fresh(not frozen) so the taste is kindda wonderful!! and the green tomato soup.. Perfect combination with the scallop!!~

Grilled Lobster

~serve with some vege~

King Crab with pasta

~pasta in alio olio style with some daily selected vege~

Grilled Alaska Salmon

~serve with mix green, feta cheese, pine nut and tomato slices~

Grilled Artic Char

~Char is consider as 1 kind of Salmon and its being serve with some olive, vege and shrimp~

Finally...

2008-10-01T09:32:00.002+08:00

Finally i can spend some time to post.. Its super stress these few days... lots of ppl dine at where i work so i m f**king bz recently... ever since i start working.. its a non-stop work.. work Work WORK!!! Tired sia.. ><

My right knee start to hurt again.. Haiz.. how can this happen... sometimes reli pain like wat... will it recover? Cant think of anything to post le... thats it for today then..

Tired Tired!!

2008-09-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

Today i start working from 8am till 10.30pm.. Super damm tired adi.. will continue my post by tomolo.. Wanna bath jiu go zzz le.. ><

My Off Day!! =)

2008-09-27T00:18:00.004+08:00

i juz came back from work.. super damm tired.. as u can see the time.. i juz reach home... Life at S'pore is so damm stress... its all about the $$$!! Once u r out from home.. money start coming out from ur wallet as well.. Haiz..

By the way.. yesterday was fun.. Morning i went to JB.. helping my frenz to modify his PSP into ISO version but who noes... he too rich, btought the latest so kennot modify!! Wakakakakaka.. after tat brought a wall-e n Eve for my buddy... then meet her up round 2 pm.. N the most intresting thing is when i pass her the wall-e n Eve.. she smile until like.. LolZz.. happy that u like it!! After tat i Accompany her go return her uniform then we had our lunch at Pepper Lunch!! that time is around 3pm adi n i m super super hungry during that time cuz i din even take anything in grom the moment i wake up.. i m Not MUSLIM ok.. so i dun need to puasa!! ><

After that.. we take cab back home.. after sending her back(as i schedule).. i went off to give tuition... its kindda sad when i saw her(my Ex) hand wid wound.. she tried to suicide again.. its reli Hurt me alot.. but tuition stil continue... after that.. meet up wid my buddy again to have dinner!!

i think thats all during my off day.. =)

Credit to my Buddy.. TingXx!! (=

2008-09-25T08:46:00.000+08:00

This will b my 1st Tag n i wanna take this opportunity to say "Thank You" to my Buddy for spending her time to create a blog for me.. i reli appriciate it!!

Basically i m stil new to blog. which means tat i dun reli noe how to use o post thing nicely... but then i m learning it slowly!!

Life is getting more tired n stressful... really need lots of rest but.. haiz.. my schedule is full.. Well.. there is a gud news from my working place cuz there r trying to change our working system into 5 days work per week.. which means tat i will b onli working for 5 days a week!! Izzint tat GREAT!! but of cuz they need time to adjust everything n if everything go fine.. it will onli start from March of 2009.. haiz... stil a long way to go!!

So plz support me by visiting my blog more oftern n dun forget to tag me ya!! =)

2008-09-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

hello buddy.

i am here to surprise you (:

i am sorry for being always so busy. having to neglect you, your concern and care. but i am so touched that you always do stand by me. thank you for being so understanding and forever "loving" me like you always do. hahs (: i am contented enough to have such a good friend like you.

you must take care of yourself ok? always having sadness is not good. i know i am very bad, always have no time to talk to you. so here this is where you can tell me how your mood is like. so that even when i don't have the time to talk to you, there's still a place for you to write down so that i can come back anytime anyday to check it out!

buddy you must stay strong. you're gonna stay strong so that i can depend on you. if even you also fall down, then who should i depend on? so... must promise me to take care of yourself, if not i don't allow you to take care of me also ):

loves,
buddy :)

2008-09-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

testing testing (: